[Texting isn't easy at the moment, but he's even less keen on talking. Not just because someone cut his throat. So he picks out his return message slowly.]
No kidding. I did death toll twice and it blew both times.
Let me know when you're feeling up to it and we'll talk more. And if there's anything I can grab for you or do in the meantime, I'm around for that too.
[He falls asleep after that, and wakes up, resigned to not feeling that much better. But he's used to feeling like shit, and a distraction is better than falling back into recent memories.]
Yeah. I wanted to know if you had any idea why John + Carol went after you, who said what, etc. I want to make sure I have the right read on this shitshow. Consequences, and all.
I think most people here have pretty thick skin and blow off death. Eat dinner next to their killers a week later. Kinda hoping you're one of the ones who gives more of a shit about yourself than that, though.
[He thinks it would have objectively useful value.]
carols made the wannabe big kid in prison game pretty obvivous. its pathetic and a massively limited view especially here but thats not my fucking problem. what i want to see isnt something you can do. theres a reason people decide to be wardens and i dont actually expect you to rank what happens here over whatever fuckup you want dealt with.
[She wouldn’t shed any tears over a little castration, but she knows it’s also not going to make anything better. The job may be bullshit but it‘s not going to fix things no matter what.]
You can want whatever you want, Fitz, I’m not obligated to do anything about it. Try me anyway.
[God knows no one investigated when she got smoked, let alone asked.]
i want them to both vanish forever. which isnt in anyones power but the admiral. im not looking for violence which is pretty pointless here if you dont get off on it anyway. i dont want to be expected to fucking forget. but i dont think youre asking for that.
No judgment. There’s people I’d want to fucking vanish too, and there’s things I am going to die mad about.
Be pissed as long as you want. Make it clear to them however you want. I’ll back you up. Carol gets to live with that because Carol made a garbage choice.
and as funny as some forced apology would be i havent yet found a prison 'gang leader' worth talking to and our 'conversation' didnt change that impression.
Carol wants attention, yeah, but she’s scared of being thought of as weak and ineffective. Ignore her and she might try harder… maybe not to you, but somewhere. And John’s fucking enabler, to boot.
You won’t get a real apology out of her now anyway. I don’t believe in fake ones. But I’ll make sure you get something.
yeah thats pretty obvious. and if in some universe she asked id say that i think of her as weak and incredibly ineffective. with example three being terrible taste in men.
[Like he said, Carol's issues are not his problem.]
cant really imagine ill get an apology ever luckily not really my interest.
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Date: 2021-12-29 07:22 pm (UTC)Re: After he's revived
Date: 2021-12-29 07:29 pm (UTC)like im back from the dead
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Date: 2021-12-29 07:34 pm (UTC)No kidding. I did death toll twice and it blew both times.
Let me know when you're feeling up to it and we'll talk more. And if there's anything I can grab for you or do in the meantime, I'm around for that too.
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Date: 2021-12-29 07:41 pm (UTC)[He falls asleep after that, and wakes up, resigned to not feeling that much better. But he's used to feeling like shit, and a distraction is better than falling back into recent memories.]
You wanted to talk?
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Date: 2021-12-29 07:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-12-29 07:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-12-29 07:49 pm (UTC)Random, you think? Had you ever talked to them before?
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Date: 2021-12-29 07:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-12-29 08:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-12-29 08:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-12-29 08:20 pm (UTC)You mad?
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Date: 2021-12-29 08:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-12-29 08:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-12-29 08:29 pm (UTC)[His willingness to blow off death is directly related to who's responsible. In this case, it's in the negative.]
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Date: 2021-12-29 09:10 pm (UTC)You have any requests on what you want to see done?
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Date: 2021-12-29 09:18 pm (UTC)[He thinks it would have objectively useful value.]
carols made the wannabe big kid in prison game pretty obvivous. its pathetic and a massively limited view especially here but thats not my fucking problem. what i want to see isnt something you can do. theres a reason people decide to be wardens and i dont actually expect you to rank what happens here over whatever fuckup you want dealt with.
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Date: 2021-12-29 09:27 pm (UTC)You can want whatever you want, Fitz, I’m not obligated to do anything about it. Try me anyway.
[God knows no one investigated when she got smoked, let alone asked.]
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Date: 2021-12-29 09:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-12-29 09:38 pm (UTC)Be pissed as long as you want. Make it clear to them however you want. I’ll back you up. Carol gets to live with that because Carol made a garbage choice.
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Date: 2021-12-29 09:47 pm (UTC)and as funny as some forced apology would be i havent yet found a prison 'gang leader' worth talking to and our 'conversation' didnt change that impression.
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Date: 2021-12-29 09:55 pm (UTC)You won’t get a real apology out of her now anyway. I don’t believe in fake ones. But I’ll make sure you get something.
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Date: 2021-12-29 10:04 pm (UTC)[Like he said, Carol's issues are not his problem.]
cant really imagine ill get an apology ever luckily not really my interest.
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Date: 2021-12-29 10:11 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-12-29 10:13 pm (UTC)good luck.
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Date: 2021-12-29 10:19 pm (UTC)Anything else I can do to make the next few days easier?
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