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everythinglost

Sure, we had a disagreement about the use of violence, and he, for some reason, seemed to think that killing me by throwing me off the side of the ship made a point other than that he thinks he's the specialist boy in the whole world and should get to kill whoever he wants and is the only person whose ever had a hard life and his feelings should be catered to at all times.

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madaboutit

Sounds bout right. He was here half a sec before he was trying to sell me on mutiny. Don't know why cunts keep doing it. None have an answer for the what happens when half of us died when the admiral's gone. Ain't keen on the figure it out after model they keep pushing.

From:

everythinglost

If I cared about people being dumb, I'd never get a good night's sleep, but it gets fucking irritating when he makes grand pronouncements while refusing to deal with reality and then complains about me not being happy about having been murdered.

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madaboutit

He's one of the loudest hypocrites I've seen here. Which says a lot. It's a shit plan that can be ripped apart with a single question. Fact he won't answer those in turn is fucking bollocks. Takes a true cunt to make demands without facing that follow up.

From:

everythinglost

The hypocrisy might be easier to ignore if it was at least grounded in current reality. As I pointed out to him, the reason his 'system' worked back where he was from is because death was the fucking end and when you were alive you had to eat and drink and do - boat things. 'Things don't work the same on a magic space boat where your needs are provided for' shouldn't be a revelation but here we are. Not that I think he took in or appreciated my advice.

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madaboutit

Wasn't keen on the suggestion that inmates aren't the same as wardens for a fucking reason. Said this place isn't a prison cause we choose to be here. What the actual fuck.

From:

everythinglost

Ooh, getting philosophical is he? No place is a prison if you've made it your home. Or maybe it's that existence is a prison of the state or something.

In actual life I assume that he didn't chose to come here, or it would make his complaints even more embarrassing.

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madaboutit

Apparently it's 'choosing to be here' if you don't choose to give up and be dead. By that reason no place is a fucking prison.

From:

everythinglost

Wow, who would think he'd go for such an enlightened philosophy. Though I suppose if you're used to being on a ship you probably are used to pretending people have more choices than they do.

But I think it's pushing it to apply that onto magic space boat where you literally can't chose death.

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madaboutit

Think he's of the mind that you can just decide to leave and be dead. Which maybe you can? Fuck if I know. Don't wanna.

Course, it's easier to see the positive choose to be here better your fucking self by telling people what to do if the love of your life is there fucking supporting and comforting your ass through the whole damn thing.

[No, Sweeney's not bitter. Not at all.]

From:

everythinglost

I'm almost certain it doesn't work that way, but as I don't particularly want to die, I'm not itching to try it out. And I don't think that makes it much of a choice.

You have a point, though I think there are some people who just feel no shame going around telling people what to do. Even when they should be embarrassed.

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madaboutit

Like we all don't know that he's just pissed about shit happening to Raylan. I'm not saying don't be pissed. Someone comes after my beloved, there's gonna be fucking murder. And torture. And probably more murder. But don't tell me that I need to do fucking better and that we should all just get along because your man keeps getting the raw end and you can't just murder them right back. Of course you can. Eventually he will. I got no doubt bout that.

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everythinglost

Exactly. It's shitty when someone you love is hurt. But fucking hell there's such a thing as admitting that your personal feelings aren't a moral standard. And complaining about me bringing up how he killed me is real special on his totally objective, purely altruistic unworkable plan for everyone's benefit.

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madaboutit

The fucking balls on him for telling you to get over it cause it doesn't matter or whatever the fuck he was going on about. Ain't like that shit's in the distant past, even by human standards. And like you said, isn't like any standard is going to be universal in a place where there are gods and humans and everything between and everyone's got their own ideas on what's right, big picture.

And we're all selfish cunts.

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everythinglost

I'd say it's impressive but, honestly, I have higher standards.

Besides, it can be a bit sad to see someone prove your point. Obviously, I'd complain about being killed anyway, but if you can't manage to hold it together long enough to pretend to be sorry, how the fuck does he think he'd manage to stand actual debate?

I don't care about the big picture, and that's the type of self-awareness that saves you from embarrassment.

From:

madaboutit

Cunt had the audacity to tell me my doing my doing work keeping my head down isn't enough I need to talk about my fucking feelings stop being stubborn and trust people. Self fucking awareness indeed.

From:

everythinglost

Ha. You probably will have to talk about your feelings at some point, but it's pretty rich coming from him.

From:

madaboutit

Ain't like I'm not aware. You know damn well you can't make it 2 months here without someone telling you that, much less 2 years. Don't mean I have to do it with just anyone, giving my trust for free. Course he also lectured me bout love on Halloween. How if I find something here I shouldn't deny myself. Like just fucking isn't good enough or some bullshit. Straight up told me that if I have someone waiting in the after, they'd want me to be happy now so I shouldn't dismiss any possibilities. What the fuck. Love doesn't work like that.

From:

everythinglost

No one ever had to tell me that. They may have suggested I stop sharing my feelings, at some point.

[He's very open with sharing feelings. He doesn't care much about honesty, but telling people about feelings is good fun, in his opinion.]

I also can't remember someone ever suggesting that I seem like the type to deny myself. Maybe I should be offended. Yet even with that, I'd still say that's some bullshit to try to lay on someone.

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madaboutit

Especially when it's been literally less than 5 min since saying 'I don't know you very well'. Maybe love life advice should wait until the second fucking date.

Don't normally get lectures on me denying myself shit either. But we both know I'll never have your style. Good one of us does at least.

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everythinglost

That's just proper etiquette. You fuck on the first date, offer love advice on the second. And before offering any advice you're legally required to check on whether or not you happen to currently be in a happy, loving relationship. If the answers yes, than you definitely can't offer unsolicited opinions.

Don't worry, it's not a standard it's fair to put anyone up against. Besides, I blame the gloominess. People can probably believe that you wouldn't deny yourself in drink or fucking around, but that's not always the same as fun hedonism.

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madaboutit

Got shit for getting high as fuck too. What other shit counts as fun hedonism?

From:

everythinglost

Not getting off your head. Fun hedonism is about clothes and food and music and being in love with love and just generally indulging in being yourself rather than indulging by trying to be anyone else.

From:

madaboutit

A: love love, just don't see why it's wrong to want it with only one person. B: what the fuck makes you think me indulging's bout me trying to be someone else?

From:

everythinglost

We're talking about appearance not facts. Being in love with love makes it look like you're a lot more open. Getting really high makes it look like you want to be in an altered state.